The aftermath

We are home now and the scale reads 300 again. I forgot to mention in the last post that I also started my period about an hour before the chili dog and I became one. I was really hoping that wouldn't happen... That I'd be going into starvation mode and my reproductive system would shut down. No luck there.

Anyway, I'm home, I'm mad, I'm hungry and I'm confused. I want to start again, and I will but I'm not sure how. Looking for my lesson and opportunity for growth and still wallowing... The two rather happen at the same time.